about my negativity

I know that my comments appear cynical. It concerns me somewhat because I do not want to see myself being so negative, but I can not deny feeling this way. I feel despair, utterly.

The more I learn about this world the less I feel. A numbness consumes me. Something stinks in Denmark, I fear. Yes, I'm angry about what I see around me. It has gotten to the stage I need to express my emotions and not keep them repressed.

This blog is my release valve, my therapy, my means of surviving. Getting it out from my system is crucial.

I do not expect anyone to read this. I just want to feel free just one in my life, to say what I really feel before I wither into dust.